April 30, 2009

You Are My Sunshine, My Only Sunshine (Tears)

Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling.
They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy.
He was building a bond of love with his little sister before he even met her.

The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen, an active member of the Panther Creek United Methodist Church in Morristown , Tennessee

In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor.

Would a C-section be required? Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition.

With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed the infant to the neonatal intensive care unit at St. Mary's Hospital, Knoxville , Tennessee The days inched by. The little girl got worse. The pediatrician had to tell the parents there is very little hope. Be prepared for the worst.

Karen and her husband contacted a local cemetery about a burial plot. They had fixed up a special room in their house for their new baby but now they found themselves having to plan for a funeral. Michael,
however, kept begging his parents to let him see his sister. I want to sing to her, he kept saying.

Week two in intensive care looked as if a funeral would come before the week was over.
Michael kept nagging about singing to his sister, but kids are never allowed in Intensive Care. Karen decided to take Michael whether they liked it or not.
If he didn't see his sister right then, he may never see her alive.
She dressed him in an oversized scrub suit and marched him into ICU. He looked like a walking laundry basket.
The head nurse recognized him as a child and bellowed,
'Get that kid out of here now. No children are allowed.'
The mother rose up strong in Karen, and the usually mild-mannered lady glared steel-eyed right into the head nurse's face, her lips a firm line.'He is not leaving until he sings to his sister' she stated.
Then Karen towed Michael to his sister's bedside.
He gazed at the tiny infant losing the battle to live.
After a moment, he began to sing.
In the pure-hearted voice of a 3-year-old, Michael sang:
'You are my sunshine, my only sunshine,
you make me happy when skies are gray.'
Instantly the baby girl seemed to respond.
The pulse rate began to calm down and become steady.

'Keep on singing, Michael,' encouraged Karen with tears in her eyes.

'You never know, dear, how much I love you,
please don't take my sunshine away.'
As Michael sang to his sister, the baby's ragged, strained breathing became as smooth as a kitten's purr
'Keep on singing, sweetheart.'
'The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping, I dreamed I held you in my arms' Michael's little sister began to relax as rest,
healing rest, seemed to sweep over her.
'Keep on singing, Michael.'
Tears had now conquered the face of the bossy head nurse.
Karen glowed.
'You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
Please don't take my sunshine away.'

The next day...the very next day.
the little girl was well enough to go home.
The Woman's Day Magazine called it The Miracle of a Brother's Song.
The medical staff just called it a miracle.
Karen called it a miracle of God's love.

NEVER GIVE UP ON THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE.
LOVE IS SO INCREDIBLY POWERFUL.
Life is good.

Have a Wonderful Day!

Today

Procrastinating once again.
So much I could be doing right now. :)
But just can't get myself in gear.
Feeling like a broken record.

So thankful for the sunshine.
Got to open the curtains and let it shine in!
Get dressed and put some makeup on!
Be joyful for everything around me...not just feel joyful because the feeling isn't always there.

Dance as I did as a child!
Smile in front of my children!
Laugh with them over the little things.
Hug them and tell them I love them...
even when I have moments of not liking them.

Read and absorb what I am reading.
Sing with all my heart and soul.

Allow my cup to overflow.
Let go of the wheel.
Hope.

April 28, 2009

Life

Life is interesting.
Things have been different around here. Husband not working, but doing work for others and being blessed by it. I thank God that he knows how to do the things he does! The Lord has been most definitely providing for us in so many ways. Our bills are paid, food is on the table and we still have a roof over our heads.
Learning to let go of the things that do not matter. And it may hurt for a second (like giving up my most favorite fabric) but it lightens the load that we carry. Everything is in His hands and I love that He is in control and not ourselves because we would be a complete wreck if we took the wheel.
Paul has an interview Wednesday at Safeway and if it's the Lord's will, he will have a job by the end of this week or next week! I have no worries, everything will work out! And that is a really good feeling. OH I definitely have had my "flipping out" moments but they are so short and far between!
It is funny sitting here writing this...I just realized that the Lord has been preparing me for this moment!! Growing up my life was worry and fear...the last few years + the Lord has been teaching me that I have no need for these two things and I have learned to just trust in Him and have faith in times like this. And I have been completely blessed beyond anything I could have every imagined!!
His timing is really so much better then ours and we only need to trust and have faith and He will show us those little blessings He has given us. We need to remember them for those times that will come in the future and it will be easier to let go the next time.

HE is in FULL CONTROL!! Praise be to God!!

April 24, 2009

It has been a while since I have actually spent any time here.
Things are pretty good, well as good as they can be for what our economy has been going through... A 13% unemployment rate is just no good in my book.

It has hit us hard but the Lord is faithful and we are getting by with His help.

I have been blessed to have sales in my etsy and zazzle shop!! And that has helped in paying bills we have...a little bit of help but it helps!

Kids have been growing like weeds and becoming more and more independent. My baby finally has her first two loose teeth!! She is growing up before my eyes and there isn't anything I can do about it.
Summer is around the corner...we will still be doing school off and on through out the summer and if things keep going the way they are we might have to put the kids in school. I did check the school out that they would be going to and it is a good one. So we will see what the Lord has planned for that one. Might have to look for a job myself...who knows. He is totally in control and I am along for the ride.

Well need to go and get things done around here.
Have a wonderful weekend!!

April 5, 2009

Beautiful Day At The Beach!!

My friend and I, spur of the moment went out to the coast Saturday!
It was gorgeous and warm!!
We finally hit the 70's this weekend and we had to soak it in.
I am totally afraid of heights and water so just know that this photo was taken out of true love.

These my friends are Elephant Ears!! And there is a place in Seaside that makes them and makes them well!!! I haven't had one of these for decades and I have truly been missing out on this heavenly deep fried, whole wheat might I add, pieces of dough!! Totally worth every penny spent which was actually a great price!