Struggle
What a word that is... We struggle for so many reasons but it is so very hard when we are struggling and have no idea why. Is it that we are in sin or is it that we are struggling with and being hit by the ripples of someone else's sin.
I want my heart to be right before the King. I want to bare the fruit I'm called to produce.
I struggle with things that shouldn't bother me and it brings me down. The only way I know how to stop my continued struggle is to step back and totally put myself in the Lord's arms, meditating on His every word, and move on. Trying to walk to please the Lord and no one else. Because in the end He is always there, He knows my deepest most darkest secrets and still loves me, He is the finale one I will stand before... He stands with me.